If people didn't care
I'd kill myself now
But people do
So it keeps me here
Feeling as I do
Without reason
I float
Nobody knows
Just how I'm feeling
It's hard to find the words
When you've played yourself
Six feet under the ground
You try to get it out of me
But it won't work
I don't know, what to tell you
What do you want to hear?
I can tell you that
Please you
Destroying myself
I don't matter, like you
You question
What I say
I bury my head in the sand
I can't cope
With this feeling
With what it makes me do
I don't know
What to do
To make this go
I can't find
The motivation I need
I can't find
My focus
Wit
The tears
Free falling
My heart empty
No way out
No escape
With just one try
You can set me free
But nobody
Will be so kind
See me suffer
I am me
This is what I do
Not knowing
Which way I can turn
The feeling never fades
Disappear
Out of sight
If you don't see me
Will you forget me?
Or remember
What I did?
The way I was?
The things I said?
The actions I took
To drive myself
Down into the hole
No way out
No escape
I can't accept your help
Or I'll drag you
Down here as well
How many lives
Must I swallow
In order
To retrieve my own
Nameless
And undependable
Take my anger
Out on you
I feel ashamed
To treat
In this life
We have no care
For others but ourselves
Helpless
Unimportant
You don't know what it is
To be me
You haven't seen
The things I have
You haven't done
The things I've done
You just don't know
What it is to be me
How can you?
You are you
I am me
Two worlds apart
But you just don't see it
Do you? No
Expressing what
I really want to say
Doesn't come easy
But you don't accept it
When I do find a way
You question my reasons
I can't answer
You know I can't
But still you ask
I'm lost, and no one can find me
Deep within myself
I hate me
Do you know me?
If you did
You wouldn't stay around
You just don't kn
The Life of Lilith
SCENE – Lilith at home, stood in the centre of her lounge
Lilith - Welcome to my life. I am Lilith and you have all been lied to.
I AM THE FIRST WOMAN!!
(Thunder claps and lightning)
I was created from dust to be my husband, Adam's, equal. Everything went fine for a
While, but when it came to the making of babies (pause) basically, I don't like being
submissive. That means I wanted to be equal to Adam and I didn't want to lie under him during sex.
I know it's a pathetic reason to become a demon as I am, but I'm fighting for what I
believe in… Equal Right!
MotherDaughter Relationship by sarcasticego, literature
Literature
MotherDaughter Relationship
The mother screams
seeing her daughter, try her best
the daughter doesnt argue
just nods and agrees
the shouting ends faster that way
she wants to scream
but sits silently
until she\'s asked to speak
sweat spreads slowly
on the daughters palms
fighting back the building rage
the mother still shouts
that same patronising tone
thats always been there before
never fading
a single tear falls from the daughter\'s eye
she hopes its not been noticed
but it has
and the shouting continues
the rage within builds
the motehr is repeating herself
making little sense
she doesnt know her daughter
she insists on thinking
her daughter
When my crypt was opened,
I didn't understand,
All those things I was told,
About this foreign land.
'Cos it all seemed different,
To me and to my mind,
But behind the hidden lies,
Was a truth that I could find.
As when you search hard enough,
Everything is here,
Even dreams that are unreal,
So there's no need to fear.
All those things which you are told,
They are lies built to deceive,
Your mind, your heart, your soul,
All the things which you believe.
About this world, about this life,
Which goes by every day,
There is turning back,
Is there anymore I have to say.
To you on my return,
There's no more I can preach,
Abou
I have decided to start a new dA id, this one is full of stuff im not all that proud of, the best will be moved to the new id the rest will be gone.
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Wow its been months since ive been, well ive been on checking you guys out!
Been really busy with uni work and all that palava! But i'll be back with some work just as soon as i can!!